Kuih Story

I never imagined that I would eat Ang Koo Kuih. I hate the inti. Till tis afternoon, I grab one of them and have a bite. SEDAP GILA. My aunt from Melaka homemade. Although the color is too pekat, but the taste is not as same as others.
One day done. Suppose have 10 ar? I think so. I think i ate 5 or 6.. Mom suprised that I ate this kuih. Means my aunt is GENG. No doubt, she do this biz.
And I want more. Tak cukup le..

I miss my two character conversation. I used to do that alot last few months, with Sofia, and self. No more this time, as I dun have two timing characters for now. Maybe the other me is on vacation. Not yet back

Birthday Girl

Yesterday was a birthday party, should be gathering, held. For our beloved Ms. Ong Pui San for today, at 21st Century cafe. Very nice view at the bukit side. As u can see the overall of Kajang view. Came with Mihun, whereas Hsien, Ikan, BooHwa on the way to meet with us at New Era college outside the gate. Brilliant Ms. Mihun thought like she knows all the roads direction macam, belok without knowing where she is.
"U know where r u headin actually onot?"
"Out from Kajang Utama la"

I think she is.. CUTE. zzz. Her bro's gf next to her, keep laughing. Have to drop her back home at Jalan Reko. Then onli meet 3 ladies at the college. So, AGAIN, she belok without asking. I duno wht to respond, but to stare at her n said AGAIN with "U know where r u headin actually onot?"

Finally, meet them, then together to the destination. We r there n wait for the main character arrived. Then, walk to the cafe. Sit down n started to order. Nothing special, except talk alot craps. Forgot already. LOL. zzz. Then, "liu" the waiter. NOT ME. IT IS all about from Ikan asked him for y our drinks are not in same, onli the MANGO juice seems alot than the others. Hsien replied because she ordered first, so the waiter agreed with her. Apa reason..
We r memang noisy. Memang. Wait for the foods, it feels like waiting for KTM to arrive. Luckily i m done with MILO b4 to cafe. Again, we, not included me, asking the waiter guy again. And he is kinda abit like scared of us already. And I forgot to capture the food pic. Maybe because I stay at home for so long time, I dun have that interest to take outdoor food pics dy. But the Smoked Chicken I ordered, it is not good. *crying*
Hsien mahu sing k, and she tempted me already. LOL. BooHwa doesnt want. She has to work on Mon. Yeah, next time ba. I kinda like wan to sing k already. Chammmm lo...


Hapi Birthday, my dear Ong~


This is ugly.. This is more like a paparazzi photo. Duno wth i am doing. Upload this because it looks .. uhm, weird.


Then, we have these two two ladies on ambush looking. Safe for BooHwa, cause she is on tissue. Darn it


The group photo. LOL.

My Fav

Let me introduce. This is the home made nyonya zhong. lol. ya.. Mom done with her learning, and this is her results. Her 2nd class dy.. And they are limited. So.. no free distribution. LOL

Neighbour Story

I have a breast cancer survivor aunt neighbour. Rite now she is with my mom chatting. I admire her the most, all the time, seriously. I think suppose to be from form 2 i were. Because her daughter, same old with me, we used to tuition for BM.
Sympathy for her disease, but she doesnt want this kinda feeling. She said this is part of life journey. OMG, to be honest, I will gila if i got this. ( CHOI CHOI). But, she is memang strong. Plus, she is the onli aunty that believes SPM is nothing. LOL. yala, u know aunties alot suka show off the results. Maybe, this neighbour is a teacher, yeah, she is. She reli look into the future. She used to support me by encourage my mom for me to continue from diploma to advanced. She never showed off her daughters results. Although they are good. Even the tone on her speaking, it really memang a teacher kind. haha

Ching Ming Story

Today is the day i need to visit my grandpa. Ehm. Ya.
Super early in the morning, we headin to wet market to get the pork, for part of the visit. Suppose is 5.45am. SO i bring along my pillow in the car. comfy. Due to late for the pork succession (because super damn alot uncles to get the pork, dad kena struggle to front to scream for his), the place we r headin are superrrrrrrr.. alot ppl.
Grandpa lives at Nilai Memorial Park. Superrrrr alot ppl n asap. My eyes.. "No, i din get dumped by bf, lol. No oso, macam mana kena dumped". Stupid bro said these to me. ZZZ. Smack on his precious butt. Going up to pray Datuk Gong. But, today out of my expectation, actually not many ppl only. My mood regained to normal, and rise abit.
Then, walk, no, drive to grandpa's place. And the mountain looking road superrr damn mountain. LOL. Dadi's car tak boleh naik. Every year. HAHA. Up to the mountain, satisfaction gained. Then, walk back down, because the place in the middle side. To be honest, if someone drop a peeled banana skin, u can ski all the way to the exit. U dun have to wait for snowin vacation. But i will NOT try that risk, i still need to pass my papers.


U cant see the road downward, skiing spot.



At grandpa's place de view. Nice huh? I know dad n bro dont believe these kinda wastin money to burn money to ancestors. For me, how to say, I m on half to believe these things. It is about 7am. Alot green, lovely place in the morning, but not in the night. Cause u see these, all are not normal human living. LOL. Dreamin to if audit this place, kena count the graves one by one. HAHA. I love this job! I m gonna headin to audit industry.
No one here, so we can slowly wait for the joss stick finished up to get burn. Damn.... Super hungry, haiz. Then, there is a cat. Super lovely fur. No sign of dirtiness. Mom drop a food for her, yes, her, lol, to eat. Since then, it stick to us.


Started to manja. Dun bother the dirty floor. LOL.


Bro on kacau the cat

Y i keep takin pic?? BECAUSE SO BORED. Mom said wait for the joss stick finish burn la. Fine. So i do photo-ing.. And this sampat cat, keep stick to my jeans. Seriously annoying. But sien, so, dun care. Nasib i wear long jeans. This cat, once saw other ppl on coming, she terus back to normal. When the people walk away dy, she back to this damn sampat mood. Sial hiao.. But she is cute. LOL.
Sampai to the point on burnin the monies, FINALLY.. and it is like never ending. Celaka. Those papers made for folding to money, mom n i got fold sampan, aeroplane. Cause yala, we believe that someone is dead, two roads on either into hell or re born. Into hell, oso no time to get the money.



Going back moment, superrr long way. Ya, another strategy for Xiao En to do free advertising Showin off certain new places for .. CHOI. Forget it. LOL..

I never had any experiences on jungle trekking anymore since girl guides, society, and NS activities. This time to Taman Negara, we are gonna have jungle trekking.
Super excited because going to jungle! But scared at the same time. Chamm lo... I know y ppl said scare for what? Try to imagine if suddenly u have to spend alot monies on branded stuffs after u dy tried so hard to mencegah shoppaholic virus n succeed?
Same la. Just this situation is on jungle trekking, not shopping la. Weird feeling. Hmm

These few days, especially YESTERDAY, super damn HOT. I cant believe myself take bath for 4 times in a day. Hot till everyone going to be in SEXAY mood.
Of course, cause u feel like want to take off the clothes ma. But cant la. Due to hotness, it leads to sticky sexy situation. Sien... That is y we have ms sticky sexay aries and sexy aki. LOL.
This is memang a serious global warming effect. Since it is so hot, have to on the air con. But wait a minute, on air con means tambah global warming lo? SHIT. I did a wrong decision ytd. Earth, forgive me. *sob sob*

Today

Just back from Mid Valley. With seaweed strawberry cream biscuit on hand, so abit susah nak taip now. LOL. With Boo Hwa. She mahu watch movie. Either Chun Li or The Rock punya movie la. I cant remember the movie name. So I said Witch to Mountain? Eh? Sorry... Rock to Witch Mountain!!! Ok.. memang sia sui. Till now, on typing my blog, I only know this movie is RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN. Somemore I just finished watch it not more than 6 hours ago. zzz
So, we ended watching Witch Mountain. The movie overall, hmm, OK lo. Like Inkheart de feeling. Seriously The Rock memang cute, especially on the scene he on ".. I am a MAN, and he is a DOG" damn ZZZZ, because his eyes, OMG, damn big...

Today dy set on mind that I am not going to spend for more than RM50! Believe or not. To those who know me well, this is MISSION IMPOSSIBLE. After finish the Mountain, we walked to MPH. Never imagine that the Twilight Saga collection, all at the counter side there. Damn. See the ECLIPSE book. My right n left brain started to debate on "Should Meia buy ECLIPSE?" Right represent interest, left represent money. Then add in the book said "HOI, buy la. raba raba me oso wont appear invisible and walk out without paying!". I decided to buy. And my RM42 jiu jiang fly away..... And then the BREAKING DAWN. Yeah, I know "he" is starring at me. Chiu mieh chiu, tan hoi la. I m nt going to buy u, FOR NOW. Next time ba. Plus, I m still on TWILIGHT. Half book. U SEE?? BECAUSE abit sien, plus cheong hei. And lazy.
Then, to Sushi King. Cheap ma. Money saved alot here de lo. And fast full. Hehe. And then, walk to Jusco. Then, balik rumah. Fast huh? Cause saving money. Better walked as lil as possible. Passin BODY SHOP, MOMOE, etc, I dy berpeluh sejuk. I wanted to GO IN SO DAMN MUCHI. But no money. Somemore the DIOR booth promoter passed me the perfume tester paper, to be honest, the smell reminds me of a malay woman. And I m keep on sneezing on the spot. Not much, but my nose damn itchy. ish

I got this pic for my camwhoring. Weird huh? I check on my phone. I see that I din add any effect, light, and others. Just a normal 3MP pic. How come can get this effect outcome??
Weird. Or maybe I m on shaking while camwhoring? Hmm. Oso weird lo. haiz

Today is Aunt KC's son birthday. Mom wants to go, no, should be HAVE to go. So, abit lazy to cook, mom said we also go. Then, of course, me drive. Bro dare not to drive jor. Haiz, apa ni...
Our job to there is eat. Mom said please greet ppl. I know I am the silence. So, ya la. I will. No worries. So, to there, abit early. Not many ppl actually. ACTUALLY.. all the friends are inside. OK.. So, i greet them. Yeah.. This is so not me. OK.. While on eating, suddenly the uncle, aunt KC's husband appeared in front of us and said " i wan to take pic, smile ar". RITES..
Yeah, eat eat eat. Then drink. Sit there n kap to the next road de apartment. Notice the 4th floor, no one live. Bro said aunty KC said ada ghost wo. LOL, me so excited want to know more. He said dun wan to tell me. What the.. And to the other table, the aunties n uncles side, they talked about an uncle. Oh, mom told me tis afternoon.
The bintik bintik kaki de uncle loves to play with fire. Not real fire la. The day on he with uncles on the way to check into the plane to hiking, duno y spot dao a police. Then, the police wants to inspect his bag, cause his bag so damn big... compared to others. He onli evil laughing, so it makes the police damn curious want to know the bag ingredients. Then, the uncle said "ada bom". Then, the police quickly call the other polices and locked him. zzz.. Since sat till now.. SWT
People said maybe that uncle mahu main main with the police.. cause the police is a girl. So damn swt.. where got ppl like him.. Now needs the friends to go to explain the jokes. Chamm, sure kena marah kao kao tomorrow.

Hobbies

Other than reading, singing, and drawing, I have other hobbies too. I love to collect brochures. Yeah, brochures, no mistakes. And still collecting. Some dy lost, maybe duno where i put jor.

Long term hobbies. I am proud of it. LOL


Love to collect greeting cards. But it is so expensive. So I onli have two.


The insides are awesome. lol. swt

Tue

Recently, I am abit emo. Haiz... Duno wth happened to my life these days. Super sien. Few days ago, I bring my two bros to Kajang town as my bro mahu open saving account at AmBank. Then, because POS at town super sien, at the roadside. No parking de lo, so we went to Tesco branch punya.
To the photo shop, take passport photo, bro on license photo. Process to wash need 1 hour.. This shop can now closed already. Yao need so damn long meh???? Then, to POS. Wait for the no turn.. to us.. Then, finally for us.. For asking question....ZZZ. And the counter perempuan said from P to a without P license, need to JPJ. Ok, fine. Dad win. lol
Then, already 40 mins, bro said reli need 1 hour meh.. I said they lazy onli lo.. So we walk to there, the malay girl onli started to gan cheong to grab the photos that already done for so damn long i suppose. And the outcome is .. the photo model totally NOT A HUMAN. ARGH!! WTF!! I AM LOOK SO RETARDED. GODLIKE. !@#$%^&*(
Abit depressed on the photo, haiz.. we headin to McD. Then, abit hapi dy. But parked far la, oso OK. Then, because my bro abit sien on his photo TOO, his mood abit like pregnancy mood. LOL. While he mahu reverse the car from parking in a high speed, ZZZ, *BANG*
Semua stunned in the car on the spot. Then, reverse first and park aside. Going to "keng sou" with the kena *BANG* car owner. That uncle is nice la.. But kena penalty lo us. zzz. RM300. Then I realize that our car de virgin *BANG* b4 in front oso damn penyek, onli need RM110 ma.. but the one langgar me that time paid me RM300 la.
Then the uncle said his car is not same as our car ma. Ya ya, one is ah pek Volvo and another one is LengZai Saga ma, chiu. Then, I said "HUH?? SO, IT MEANS UR CAR LAGI LOW QUALITY WO??" Ok, that uncle hurt dao jor.
So, bro took out his freshly baked money from ATM machine, RM250. Haiz... Uncle said his repairment kena RM350 wo.. Because he is ngam ngam call the repairman. Then, he said "OK lo, RM280 la" Then, we gave him RM280... HAIZ..
The whole day feel so damn dulan. Sien kao kao. Then, I think back, actually that uncle got wrong wo.. He parked illegally. HAIZ.. lagi dulan.

I reli cannot stand this flash cartoon!!!! Toally dun un! But the facial expression on that kid makes me "OMFG".. ZZZ

Damn, this is super lame hilarious!!! LOL, i watched it for more than 10 times!!! HAHAHAHA

Usavich

Usavich season 3 is back!! wtf. I duno when it is released. I juz love these two rabbits. OMG!! And yeah, thanks to my sexy cousin introduce this thing to me during the stay for three months. She said i might dun like it, but I like it.. damn muchi

About Sushi

The cartoon looks abit tak betul. But it is cute. And there is alot more episodes other than this. Btw, I love weird looking cartoon. Because looks lame, that is y funny!

Baby J scene

I know Aries, Aki, Yeap waiting for tis blog post. lol!! I m tired to print screen for ytd punya conversation. haiz.. May I present our lovely, doesnt like a normal 15 years old boy, Johan aka Baby J
Everytime he appears, there will be like cool appearance. lol! Let me describe the scene
While we are on lipas discussion.. Baby J appeared~

Then, he said 5 lipas-s love his face. Because his face look hot. zzz

Because Aries said the lipas-s on the face, face kena raped. Baby J used humping word instead of rape. zzz


Then into lipas thingy. Because he said lipas got thingy and into nose hole... seriously tis boy, apahal..

Till I told baby J to act like a normal 15 yrs old boy, he become like this. zzzzz


In order to educate baby J into a normal 15, we said dump lil K inside. then we said no way, lil K and baby J together, lil K will become baby J.. then decided to dump ah H. aries said scared he become wolverine. Then then, we decided to dump ah C. because he is almost same stage with baby J. hmmm


Then, baby J said together dump 5 girls for him and ah H. OK..


And said ah H inexperienced.. LOL. means he is damn experience, skillful. ZZZZ


Then, we know that actually lil K is so damn innocent. We discussed no more bully him, because we are kena bullied by baby J. But end up, we still love to bully lil K. this is showing our love to him ma... HEHE

Going to Taman Negare with family on May soon. Yes, finally, I can go to Taman Negara. T_______T
Because I cant follow my friends to there, I dy so.. disappointed.. anyway, following friends will be more fun. But, never mind. This time, I am gonna be there.
Last 2 yrs ago at Pulau Redang, last year at 3 islands which are Pulau Rang Tengah, Pulau Redang, and Pulau Perhentian. This time at Taman Negara. HeheHoho..

Today is my first time to read newspaper at 9am. Yeah, I still sober at this time.. (normally at this hour, I dy dead on bed after settle with PS at 5am..), Till, I read The Star, on N3 page, it is about STPM students' online application for public universities.
About 3 guy students which just received STPM results on Thurs got Islam studies for their courses.
Dun say they stunned, I also stunned. zzzz

Crayon ShinChan

This is the one episode I loved the most. Because it is reli touching. Finally huh? I mean Crayon Shin Chan gives touching moment rather than bian tai moment. lols!

Today is Friday the 13th


*Just so lucky? to meet back the day for Fri as the 13th.. Last month also the same. Reminds me of a movie. I wan to watch~

Nightmare.. AGAIN!

I never thought that I could have another nighmare. It is like onceuponatime.. Ok, nightmare session dy ended for damn long time ago. Should be after I had done with KODAK damn zzz assignment, which makes me cant sleep enough all days long.. Avrilians knew this. I din lie!
So, what I am suppose to dream a lame nightmare that I am super hang fuk stayin at home goyang kaki for 24/7/60 (plus 60 mins :D), nothing to worry about??? ARGH!

I dream of sesat-ing in KL. This is stupid. But I know Ikan will said "yeah, tis is true. I do believe if it is not a dream oso". Ok.. Then, I sesat. So, of course, looking for a U turn. Then, I saw the U turn. I turned. And it is in the same road. OMDG.
I turn lai turn qu, is just the same place. Now wht this dream supposed to mean..? It took me need to sleep dao 12noon.. And i feel like not enough!!
Dun tell me it means I have to resit over and over again!!! STOP! ARGH! *bangin on wall continuously in high speed*

Memory

Today is my NS anniversary. Should be tomolo as the ori anniversary. Today is the day back to 13 March 2005 on the way to Perhentian Bas Kajang to take bus to Kem Kisana Beach Resort, Pasir Puteh, Kelantan. Today is 5th anniversary, damn long huh?

I wonder how is everyone.. My Bravo fellas, 818, my beloved jurulatih-s, I will never forget them.

Happy 5th Pre-Anniversary!

I am so missing all of u.. *sob sob*

fuggy fuggy

This is a lame cartoon. Quite hilarious la. I duno, but I am more zzz than HAHAHA!
Plus, aries said fuggy fuggy sounded like fucking fucking... HAHAHA!!!

Poem of UTAR FCI

Tis is a poem of UTAR's life. And it is .. hmm.. funny? yeah, can say so.
Just wana beg for mercy from UTAR students if they read this. It is not my poem, it is from others. Just tag along here onli...
For mercy's sake..

I join Utar because its 'pien yi',
I also thought it will be a good uni,
but end i jalan jauh sampai nak mati,
because all the faculties telah dibahagi....

in UTAR everything is about money,
pay late then they phone tak henti henti
even worse the officers talk like your are seekor babi,
no manners no courtesy...

Admin is crazy,
you wanna find DSA they will ask you to go jalan from PA to PD
if you complain they will say dont be lazy,
remind again kena marah lagi...

If got class til malam nanti,
after 8 the air cond will mati,
when we complain heaty,
they say the building is empty,
meng meng still got security,
where got count as empty...

UTAR thought we are monkey,
payment also need to go different faculties,
from collecting receipt, filling in form to paying money,
From PC, PA, PC and need certified go PD ...

If your lazy please dont come to this uni,
coz UTAr bus service also need money,
they dont accept cash accept tickets what a pity,
70 cents if u want to beli....

people say come uni,
sure can tiao yu,
mana tau whole uni oso 'beh khi',
got leng lui also treat us like sui yu...

toilet in UTAR very geli,
if it dont stink then your very lucky,
but the floors are very watery,
if you complain to the aunty,
they also tak peduli,
because they will be very penat if they really wanna cuci,
coz UTAR boyz dunno how to aim 'n' pee,
so it is very smelly...

driving in UTAR is a liability,
Every time you park its very risky,
no parking lot for student in the uni,
jaya one got but its not free,
if double park then put call me message but berhati-hati,
or else saman Rm300 lagi ...

food in every faculties also 'bu pien yi',
they will call out numbers with mic like pertandingan menyanyi,
want cheaper and niser food must go mamak kat tepi,
1 thing bad its hot and dirty ...

UTAR got alot of library,
small with insufficient facility,
going in also need to show ID,
people go in to walk and talk kat sana sini,
so students there are very noisy,
if your smart you know dont come in to study...

UTAR computer lab very mini,
Pen drive masuk lubang sure got baby,
pregnant with all the trojan, worm and cookies,
besides that the server very laggy,
in PA the lab is like CC,
student LAN games with any games terkini ...

UTAR staff dunno get how much for their salary,
if they have problem they will ask you tunggu sini,
change people also cannot solve it then they ask tunggu lagi,
then change people again also cant solve then very soli...

Chinese in UTAR is majority,
Dont know how to speak chinese then they will say you 'lan si',
good students always carry a electronic dictionary
so they will learn better for their study...

Dr Ling say UTAR is good so study disini,
but what is happening we also dont have berita terkini,
coz the moving to kampar is very lousy,
thats why all the good lecturers also wanna lari,
no one wanna go there as its a town like 3rd world country,
no KFC no MCD,
1 thing they have is MYFC,
trust me for that place is not counted as lousy...

assignment for GD banyak sampai mati,
rushing assignment setiap hari,
no need sleep macam zombie,
some more class will be 8 pagi,
so macam mana bangun ni,
end up kena barred lagi...

Utar is not very lousy,
if you like to 'tham siu pin yi'
after you come in you will terpendam dalam hati,
coz UTAR my choice is the tagline of this uni...

Before come in kena sedar diri,
Got money please go oversea,
study abroad not like me,
if got choice cabut lari,
or end up like me always memaki.....

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

*Basically, I dun like to do personality test. What makes me emo back for minutes is the result. I cant deny that the results of the test is not true. Most of them are damn true.. Especially on "what are u most afraid of"... Hope my friends able to pass the Eng test tomolo. They can do it, as I am waitin for UK's souvenirs. Each one person for one gift, OMG, I sure got alot.. lol
For the personality test, click here --> http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

I am a PS freak. Not Photoshop or PlayStation.. Is Pet Society. It is because I am having overload holidays, like over 1 month, staying at home 24/7. Of course I still got outing, but not geng as like going to college la..

I am a 100% fully attendance taken on visitin my PS pet. Ya, my MEME. Although it is damn hard to earn the coins, I have to wash the neighbours' pets, raba the pets, or sometimes will give foods to them, in order to get high paw points.

I am crazy, over crazy, because if today cant play the PS, i will wake up at 5am for the following day to earn ytd's coins. Then, enter back at 8am to get the day's coins.

Hope I am not bringin this habit to working one day. OMG..

the glorious day. lol. thanks to the sponsors~

I would like to present my weird words on certain phrases due to malay to chinese translation. Ya ya, i shouldnt tell ppl here, but since my mom so proud told all the neighbours, included those hiking gang, my face totally no more. So, i dun care liao..

Mom said I used to call "yau char kuey" as ELEVEN. Ya, i called that eleven. To be honest, I totally cant recall this. Then, mom said the neighbours laughed kao kao, then I was "WHAT??" "Mom, thanks for promote me.."

As a chinese sentences in "chuan chuan tai", means passin one generation to generation. Hmm, I said "tai tai chuan". My bro laughed dao almost PK on kitchen floor. Ya ya, laugh la. Then he said mandarin doesnt sound weird enough, but if used "tai tai chuan" into cantonese, ok or not? Then, I also laughed. ish...

Till last week, duno when, bro said wants to tapao nasi lemak, then said if i wake up late, he will eat mine as lunch. So, I said "beat me to death" in mandarin.. Actually is "beat me dao wake up"...

Conclusion, my all ng kin tak kong punya words, all spread kao kao. Haiz...

Back!

Good Evening, people. I had done with my emo-ness for almost 1 week. This is juz too many sad things happened around the corner. All I do is avoid to face them and hibernate all day long..

Katy Perry - Thinking Of You

currently addicted to this song. emo-ing time and watchin this video, it helps to burst out tears..

Today my parents and my bro damn late back from hiking. Mom said the rich Uncle is dead.
"huh?"
"Yes, he is dying while hiking.."

Then I am feeling abit .. hmm.. weird. Seems like it is not a true statement. Mom looked not good, i know. So, I make a joke cause my bro took my car out tis time. And I said the car sure smells good... He replied with "yes.." then, no more. Ok, means all of them not reli good..
Ya, he used to talk about craps. I saw him before. He is in mid 50s. ANd he dun look like a sick person. But is abit hard for me to remember him back. It is like once or twice in a year onli see him. And he is rich. Mom said he has a kinda watch look-a-like with him. On the way to hiking, if his heart beats over limits, the watch will "singing" in the jungle.
He is a strong willed and a kind hearted man. He pays for everything when someone needs for help. And he loves to hike. He said he might going to die one day, maybe during hiking. "yeah right.." "CPR is needed on spot lo?" "I dun wan auntie de wo, i wan lenglui de.."

The thing is he went away juz like that. I was like thinking his family at home waiting for his return as usual Sun. But this time, he returned in body, without soul...
Parents out for discussion on this issue with their friends. Till 1am. Mom said his wife not reli OK, as she never allowed him to go for hike. So, it is kinda like a blame to my dad, mom, and others. But, dad said he super heart for hiking. Tomolo will be his funeral day.
It reminds me of my dad's colleague. He loves me alot as a lil sis. Me too. Last time, he stay at my house, as he got no family. Hmm, how to say, his family background kinda complicated... But one day when I was like form 2 or 3, I cant remember, he commited suicide from jump off the one of apartment shop building at Serdang. Nah, this is heart broken...... Cant resist my tears lo.


*May him rest in peace...

Im over with my cetak rompak of Movie Story in Love Story lyrics version... Because today I had watched The Curious Case of Benjamin Buttons... Yes, I did it!!
Now I understand on the sentences at my cousin's blog which is "sleep with me" and "absolutely". And I agree that I heart more on Brad Pitt. lol. Because he is perfect from old look till young look. Memang can get red blooded nose.. Terlalu "sok".. Cant resist.. lol
And the tears couldnt stop falling. So touching. Two thumbs + two toes up! Bravo

Today, another company is calling me for an interview. I find alot excuses not accept the interview and at the same time not teasing them. These few days, I have 3 companies calling me out for interviews. It is all my fault.. My damn finger keep moving on touchpad and click on "apply this job" on JobStreetdotCom.
I congrats to my friends who can go to UK. I cant go. My mates all asking me why? Ya, because I already bla bla about UK since last year. Because I thought I am going.

I set myself to borrow KOJADI loan. I know the interests damn high. But I just dun care. Yeah.. Till I found out the guarantor's issue. My dad cant be my guarantor. So, I have to look for another extra one because I need 2. Dad mentioned on his KWSP. But.. Of course I dun want.. Again, I feel jealous. Now I know Ikan's feelings. I am a bad ji mui.

I know I still not yet ready to be in working world. Because I had facing complicated conflicts in my internships for just 3 months. Only 3 months, I already able to see the politics. To be honest, I am so scare.. But, this is not an excuse. Better said I dun wan to face the truth. Although I am stressing on the notes for April exams, but the stress is not forever. It is my final steps, means one more step, I can graduate.

I took one day for WHAT IF analysis. And it is tough.

Condolences

Yesterday my friend told me that my secondary school teacher, Puan Puva's husband, is dead. Shocking to the first few sentences, because this is too sudden. And she said the reason is a van passed by when he is on jogging and collide her husband and drive away. Today is the day for funeral.. Alot students came to visit his last moment. Mom said her husband quite young. Memang sad, because i can imagine Puan Puva situation now...

If the van driver able to save him, not ran away, i think he might be alive right now. Damn to the driver. ROAR!!