Journey to the Meia's brain

Mission. FAILED.

2009-11-07T13:26:00.001+08:00

Disaster day im havin. I failed to do Beyonce tickets refund, failed to do perm tattoo, failed to eat at Sushi Zanmai, failed to buy foundation, failed to watch movie that i wan, failed to back home on time.
Abit frustrated and angry. Haiz. So sorry, Emily and Fish. I shouldnt show that kinda face to u guys :"(
definitely nt a good day for me. HAIZ.

2009-11-06T12:55:00.000+08:00

Fri nite celebratin my birthday. Older 3 days in advance. Damn. I have no idea how many ppl is coming. And I have no idea mana Milwaukee. So have to trouble Miss Emily to fetch me. Haiz.
Having dinner there. And Ms Vivi askin we reli wana to clubbin? And I am lookin to Ms Monaliza, Ms Wendy Fish, Ms Emily. Cause i want them to go with me :D
Hsien said if goin, she needs to change clothes. And Ms Fish said she wana go see see. So, 3 of them on. And i m happy, of course. Mei fen takes Hsien to change clothes. And then we sing happy birthday and cut the cake. The cake is mango vanilla with strawberries on top. No raspberry, but is alrite.
Thank you guys for my birthday celebration. Seriously thank u :) for the gifts and the treats :))

Mei fen decided to Quattro. I have no idea mana lai de. Emily and Fish keep askin is it nearby Avenue K? Mei fen duno. Ok.. So, we need to follow the leader, cause we duno where. Dun ask, I lagi duno.
Following a wrong leader. He is not a definitely good driver with good directions. The hell he belok jiu belok. haiz. Abit geram. No, is geram.
And emily, wendy fish, and me in one car. We parked at Avenue K basement park. RM10. Big eyes, 3 of us. HAHA. Then we walk out to the entrance. Hsien gave jocky to park her car and mei fen's sui yu de car parked infront Avenue K. GENG. And we walked to the Quattro. Noisy, of course la.
And I.forgot.to.bring.my.IC.
Zadao all of them kao kao. HAHA. Then worry for if got check IC. but suddenly if got polices mahu check IC inside, I will die. HAHA. Dun care la, walk inside afta pay. Then, enter dy, I feel. OK. Nothing excited me. Shit. Maybe I am too excited to go for clubbing dao no feel dy. GODLIKE.
And I.dun.like.Vodka. It tastes.. tak sedap. I prefer red wine. So i drink lil onli. Very lil, around 2 to 3 glasses. Fish drinks more than me lo.. she loves it. LOL. Then we spot dao couple on making love. Bored, cause they onli touch lai touch qu. But Fish said she saw them kissin wo. But i saw onli touchin. Haiz.
More of them r sittin on the table there n drinks. Not reli high, cause everyone is on sit. I feels sleepy. I feel like few hours r passin, though onli half an hour. We request to leave, cause Fish's mom is callin dy. Dun wan her mom mad. So we off, while Mei fen them continue to stay there.

Walked out, Im feelin deaf. Damn. And my hair smell shit. Even my bra oso smells like smoke. GODLIKE. I dun care fong sap or wht, i go take bath once i back home. And i am still smell smoke. GODLIKE.

Anyway, is a good experience for me. Ok la. Juz maybe Quattro is nt a place for me to have fun :)

2009-11-01T11:15:00.000+08:00

Time keeps passing in days, hours, minutes, and seconds. But I am still stuck in past time. I type and write "01.10.09" on my report. And I was like, over half day after havin lunch, only realize the date is totally tak betul

P.S. Luckily my boss din notice the date contained in the report. Btw, did he read my report anot? =..="

AAR 31.10.09

2009-10-31T12:17:00.001+08:00

I got AAR free tickets from Hitz.Fm online contest. Never thought I can win.
Drive all the way to ah H's place and parked my car there and headin to stadium. And saw ah E there, in queue dy. Super damn alot ppl. GODLIKE. I can imagine the situation in the stadium later. Wait for kahyee sampai, then yeap. And the weather so damn sunny till ur skin feelin burn. But i dun feel hot yet. Till we all in the queue, stickin together enterin, i can feel the hot dy.. And got ppl smoking. the hell.. Dy so hot, still smoking. deng.
All i can say is OMG. DAMN ALOOT PPL LO. but of course alot ppl more meriah. Is ok la. Wait wait wait. Some random people talkin craps. "Eh, aku tak bawa shampoo ni!" HAHAHAHA. Celaka. Some ppl reli good, they let u cut cut to the front. And some ppl is like, damn annoying looking face. Haiz, free concert memang macam tu de ma. haiz..
We r kinda like waiting for local bands to perform oso long. The day turned into dark. Local bands juz started to come out. And I duno wht they sing. haiz.. But they are awesome! I am amazed.
Ah E and her bf walked walked to the front till i cant see her dy. walao wei. she memang geng =..= 3 of us at the back there, still. lol. fine. Some ppl cant wait dy, they walked out, few ppl feelin dizzy cause is like no air here, they gave up and walk away. And so we the rest keep pushin to the front.
And finally AAR is out. They r like, OMDG. I'M IN LOVE WITH THEM. already. And ppl around me keep jumping. Ok.. ok la. and so i oso jump, but nt like them jump dao so high. So happy and hot at the same time. HAHA.
Really an awesome concert. We love them, and they love us. HAHA. I wana turn back time and back to the concert again. Now, i am stuck with their songs. Gona in AAR mood for the whole month. Serious.

24.10.09

2009-10-24T11:20:00.001+08:00

Raymond Lam post! Finally I wana go do a post on him =..=
Saw his coming to Mines ads on the escalator. So I ajak Ikan and Aki go. And I nvr thought of using Aki's DLSR at the beginning. SERIOUS. She mentioned it, i onli think YAHO, CAN USE AKI'S DLSR. I am innocent at beginning!
So, pick up Ikan then headin to Aki's place. Need to tell the guard her house add. I am gona save down her address dy =..= Then happily drive with DENG all the way to Mines. Ya, I know that i have no idea how to Mines from Sg Long. Damn..
Walked them to the venue after I parked my car at level 2, i think so, yeah, level 2. So, I am not very proud to direct them in Mines, ok. Aki said I am very proud. LOL. the hell.
So, saw the place dy. But got ppl standin there. Yao jiang meh. And so, we were like, OK, then go lookin for dinner. (pausing for hundred seconds for thinkin where to eat).. OH, we r headin to Station Kopitiam. And we are watchin Mr Bean at the same time. I have no idea y i love to watch Mr Bean last time, because the show is LAME.

After eat and laugh, we r walkin to the level 5 to see Raymond Lam. Never thought there is sooooooo many ppl. Really alot ppl. Feelin hot cause too many haba. And I bought his CD. Oh great. Better than Ali Cafe. I feel stupid if i buy that Ali Cafe. Maybe the drink is for high class people, I am not tht level gua, cause the drink totally not good. I thought is expired tim.. No offense to Ali Cafe lovers!
Waiting for Raymond Lam to pop up. Ahh.. the MC, tak tahu sape. OK. But i know he is annoying. And wait wait.. finally he is here, no need to enter into the venue, I can hear ppl screamin for him. And all the cameras up. Shit, totally cannot see him liao. And so, Aki's gona go up too. But not light.. is heavy.
And is like, see him on talk. Yalo, haiz. I have no idea wht he talks. HAHA. busy takin pics. Imagine in an hr, we took like almost 200 plus pictures. OH YA, ah H SMS. Swt-ing 3 of us on spot.
"I saw u in front of me! OMG"
....
Stunned and shocked at the same time. Thank u, ah H =..=

And he got a HUGE fans there. With green n yellow shirts. I should wear tht colored shirt too :( cause can go take pic with him ma. Ok la, forget it. too many ppl. Unless u do somethin extra ordinary in front of Lam Fong, maybe he will remember u FOREVER. Kinda like "eh, that _____ girl from Mines!"
After he walked away with the mgmt and the guards, we turned back to the poster to take pic. BUT, the poster is not there anymore. OK. So we take with the backstage.
Then drive aki back home. Stayed at her place for more than an hour, chattin. And it is 12am dy. I cant send ikan back home dy. And so i take her back with me, esok onli send her back.
I like Raymond Lam's boots. Damn cute! :) "can i have ur boots?" i think he will remember me if i say that. haiz, too late

Beyonce I Am tour!

2009-10-18T21:46:00.002+08:00

Gonna go for Beyonce concert on 25th Oct! So many thank you to ah H! I will treat you sugus! Haha.
Dunno y recently people said goin somewhere, I straight away said OK. This Beyonce concert is like, same. Ah H asked, I said OK. We somemore like drag and drag the day to buy tickets, till Aries said the tickets selling damn fast. Leng places might not be available anymore. Then we just onli kan cheong to get the tickets. Haha.
The thing i worry is, I duno how to ah H de house. LOL. That day onli fan la.

Batu Caves trip-03.10.09

2009-10-18T18:57:00.003+08:00

After Genting trip, i feel like is not enough. haha. Askin Datuk do he wants to Batu Caves? He said he wants to go where, but no time. So i was like, again, JOM, pergi Batu Caves. And i know aki will go, cause she is on holiday XD. ah C not able to join us as he is at Penang for intern dy.. Yeap is having activity for that nite. Ya, 3 Oct is Mooncake Festival Day.
Though I am a serious bad road sign, I am still said "let's go, i drive". Then i started to feel no good, and i go ask Emily. She said can and agreed to drive too. I am so happy. haha. We stuck in heavy jam, all the way from Cheras to Wangsa Maju. Really tired.. I know datuk and aki wait for us kinda like 1 hr dy.. They sure starve kao kao. Yeap SMSed me askin whether we all really sesat is it. haha!
Finally reach Wangsa Maju LRT station. On the way to Genting Klang sambil to Yeap's place. We have lunch at RM2 vege shop. Know datuk never been there. While eatin, we wait for Yeap. She took quite along time.. Thought she sesat. HAHA. I know we bertolak from Genting Klang to Batu Caves at 3.30pm. Cause i keep lookin the time, afraid there is a time for the cave got closed. Again, heavy jam all the way to the cave. Seriously swt. Emily said she kinda knows the way to there, so I can sleep in the car.. But.. I am no confidence... So I din sleep
Arrive at Batu Caves finally. I see the stairs.. I feel hot. Because I am reli afraid that what if I wana pee while on the way on the 272 staircase.. so i mahu pergi toilet. Damn, the toilet oso damn far.. Finishin pee, we r all the way to the stairs. And i see the stairs got the numbers. Seriously damn.. I stressed up. lol
Walk n walk. Tired, rest for awhile. And i see the monkeys.. Cannot. Must approach to the hill. I scare the monkeys! The.hell. Finally we made it! And it's not easy. As i walk thru inside, I saw another stairs. GOD. Haiz.. walk lo.. dy reach.. if dun walk, kinda wasted XD
Till i saw chicken and cat. I wonder they... walked up? O___O And yet i saw there is two pairs of shoes beside there.. First thing i think of is, "OMG, commit suicide?"
I know is lame. But i onli think of that. And so i asked aki to snap the shoes XD
After snap here n there, we managed to climb down. Going down totally sufferring. I scared of both, monkeys n height. I cant walk fast. I see the stairs kinda blur also. Too tired XD

We decide to 1U.. since it's nearer with Batu Caves. This time need my direction point. HAHA. Sounds so wrong. I am sesat queen! But hey, I am betul showin the road sign mieh.. Get the parking done, we walk to cinema there. Err.. Old Wing? No idea mieh old n new. I got history og sesat there. But that's another story =__=
Dun want to watch as we can fall asleep no matter how scary of a movie. Cause we r tired XD And me suggest to the gaming place. I miss HOD. So luckily got emily. we used to play this games durin diploma~ And so nice of datuk captured us. Then i see that is not correct.. He is video-ing us. GODLIKE. I am so swt..
After all the wakes me up games, i am hungry. We go for dinner and lookin for wht to eat. Walk here and there, I dunno where i am. New wing or old wing? lol. I can recognize the new n old, but i dunno which floor we are.
Datuk suggest Thai food. The environment really comfortable.. And there is a pillow. Totally can sleep. And so, aki, emily and me ordered the same thing, pineapple rice. dun ask for y we orderin the same thing.. lol. it juz coincidence. and i cant finish the rice. Erm.. the rice is nt bad.. but.. i dun feel like want to eat >.<

After dinner, oh ya, Emily wants to buy Apple donuts for her mom :) And i am still lookin around where i am. lol. Fine. I am like a kid enterin 1U. Never ever leave me alone in 1U. I can die. seriously.
Fetch datuk back and the road is totally not the way i know. Till i saw the Eastin Hotel. I know the way back! Cause i cross here quite few times during internship. Then while on the way, we ter-masuk into Mid Valley road. Oh great. We're touring Mid Valley. LOL. SMS to datuk and he is so damn worried.
Fetch aki back home, wrong turn. haha. As usual la.. we will sesat, no matter is in short or long period. lol. Back home, i can feel the tired-ness.. That's the day of climbing batu caves, tell my parents oso they wont trust. haha

Genting Trip :)

2009-10-18T17:38:00.004+08:00

I really no mood to blog recently. Plus there is alot of things i wana blog. I think is since Genting Farewll Trip. And so I bulked up these memories, it turned into nightmare. Cause too many things to blog.
And I decided to "mou ngan tai" aka no eye see XD

Started with Genting trip. Haiz..
First, this trip is totally out of mind. Because we were like JOM, pergi Genting. And so, we the bravo gang, who seriously can be the future CEOs (cause CEO is a person who dare to take high risk), ah C, aki, yeap, datuk, emily, and me to Genting on 26.09.09. Thanks alot to ah C, we managed to get the tickets. And we go from Gombak LRT Station by bus straight to Genting Highlands uphill there.
First destination, we have dinner at McD. We eat and datuk is teachin yeap playin guitar. And since he wants to work, we need to find a place got plug, so we move to Burger King. While he is on work, we r playin UNO cards. Meanwhile, ah C is teachin yeap plays guitar tis time. There is alot people watchin them by passin them. Till a stranger jammin with ah C. haha.
I was searching for my iPod. Seriously duno where it gone. I searched high and low. Dig my bag continuously. I was panicked. Till Datuk took out from him. I really damn zadao. Damn kao. =..=

Then we switched from UNO to poker cards. Yes, i can say I dun like tis game, cause I am always lose this game, as usual. haiz.. But still, I win several times. Not Bad! And we decided to play SNAP. LOL, this game totally makes us hot. This damn game caused me abit slowmotion. I cant see the numbers coming thru. LOL. zzz. It's fun yet it hurts. haha. (ah C de fingernails reli hurts me..haha)
Thanks to the music played in there. IT makes us wanna sleep. And we need a place for whole night to hang. So we walk to Starbucks there, it is full. Then, we back to inside there and there is another Starbucks. But it gona closed. We juz sit for few minutes onli, i think. And so... we walked back to basic. LOL. erm, we walked back to McD there.
Searchin for another plug and so we gona sit there. Datuk needs plug for his laptop :D
All night we sit there playin UNO, datuk and ah C jam on their guitars, as we sing along. The thing is, erm, i find kinda abit hard to catch up wht they play. LOL. Till they sing along, I just know what is the song. swt.. I tried not to fall asleep, so I play Sudoku. It energized me up :) We chat about random things, till I said about an incident of a girl's head out of her body cause her hair stuck at the spaceshot up there. So I said "she" might still here lookin for her body and OOPS, i am too over... Datuk asked if she still alive. LOL, he is damn cute! Of course the head is separated from the body, is still considered alive? =___= ha.ha.
Time passes quite fast and it's morning. So we walked to a sundry shop.. I forgot the shop name.. We have our breakfast there, a mee maggi soup. So many thanks to datuk for the treat. Then I din notice Yeap walked away.. Thought she is on phone. Yuan lai she is looking for toilet. Godlike, the toilet is juz next to the sundry shop corner there.. And she walks so far away to toilet. Haiz.. Alrite. And ah C asked if his eyes got bigger anot when he tried to open up his eyes, I am kinda like ... erm.. no. sosorryahC.

Since we need to get down b4 9.30am, we slowly walked to the cable car there. Damn cold. Ah C kinda abit "drunk" dy. LOL. So i helped him carry yeap's guitar. Passin thru alot elevators. And there we go. I dun wan to sit facing front, so I choose back de. haha. Cause.. erm, i scared. That's all.
Arrived to the bus stop, we wait for the bus to move on. And I was thinkin why the time passin so damn fast.. haiz. In the bus, i keep fall asleep. My body system started want to off dy. So we all off the train one by one, I started want to sleep again, and so i played Sudoku again. lol.
Back home, I straight walk to my room and grab the clothes and take bath. After bath, Im off to sleep. Super tired. No energy to talk with parents and bro. Even they off to go for hiking, I juz nod nod and nod. haha. My bro said we r so stupid stayin at McD all nite. No energy to choi him, but seriously damn.

Nice experience stayin out there without sleep O__O but can we book a room next time? lol

The.Thought.

2009-09-20T22:06:00.002+08:00

Finally force myself to write something on my blog. Really busy, not quite, but still, busy. I really have no idea to post. Sometimes when u wana post something, like really a secret that cant be told, u cant post here! Haiz
I really duno how to feel that am I still love to work there or not. Of course sometimes I dun feel like wana go back there. I want more challenging, not repetitive work. I thought it might be OK for me to keep holding on till I manage to get rid of all the exams I have to achieve.
But I think I couldnt do that. Anymore.

I always thinkin on good prospectus VS human relationship in a company. Not to say I hate my company, they all are soo.. good. So much better than my intern moment. Really. But the thing is, I couldnt survive with the income I earned from my current job. Abit from my parents, relatives, friends said my education level can even get a better job. I love to stay in expandin company, as I can grow older with them. It feels awesome. I don't know.
Gona make a decision at the end of the year.

2009-09-10T23:19:00.002+08:00

My calendar is full for this Sept! Almost! T___T
I want a fully relaxing holiday.. But Hari Raya onwards, holidays might be prohibited..
1. Manager on maternity leave, Finance dept out of staff
2. By the time manager back, it's on Annual StockTake

ARGH

2009-08-31T22:21:00.002+08:00

Watched UP yesterday. At Mid Valley. Just because want to watch in 3D form, have to drive to Mid Valley, the nearest 3D movie venue :D
By the time we arrived, there is seerrriioouussslllyy.. alot cars. Car park fulls. Uhh.. Then I saw a car coming out, fiuh.. Around 12noon. So, we wanna look for tickets to buy before heading to reservation. Cause I do reserve, but need to pay extra RM1. so.. Ikan and I choose to queue, since so few ppl on line. Wondering why so many cars and the car parks full, but there is so few people around Mid Valley... hmmm
We got 1.30pm tickets. Then headin to Sushi King. To be honest, they improved alot.. The salmon sooo fresh! and the others sushi not in small quantity anymore. But still, Im in love with Sushi Zen. Haha..
Waste money again. RM17 is alot! But never regret. Cause 3D is so nice!

They are so cute! Yeah, the spirit of adventure fans couple! They met for one reason, the adventure! And soon, they married after grown up and live happily ever after. Really touching. Till Ellie couldnt gives birth, they still happy with the aim to Paradise Falls. Due to accidents.. (very swt), they couldnt save the monies. till old. Till.. she is dead. And I am crying like the fountain. Haiz... So no matter how teruk the old man, I just couln't hate him.
Cause he is damn cute and good man. The moment he sit alone in the house, haiz.. really touching. So hard to find your partner especially from childhood. Seriously.Touching.
Came out the lil boy, Russell, haha. Another swt. 'Cause he is lame. . I laughed till keep punching my paha. Haiz. It's a good movie if u stressed up. Still the end, very touched. At least there is super alooot of scenes keep you laughing.
I just couldn't understand on why there's an old chinese song music. SPEECHLESS.

Done the movie, we walked around and I think of The Mines. Wanna buy shoes. So, I drive back to Mines and buy shoes. Back with a RM1 pillow, BodyShop products and shoes :) HAHA, cause if u buy somethin more than RM60 in single receipt, u r entitled to buy RM1 pillow. The pillow is in good quality! Not bad.. Too bad one person entitled one pillow. Haiz..

Busy!

2009-08-27T17:43:00.000+08:00

Today, manager wants me and my colleague stay overtime at cashier department. Since all the cashiers gonna off to buka puasa. So, we are on alternate backup, today is my colleague, Fri is gonna be me. Not only my department, there will be other department involved, too.

Weekdays fully packed, including day to yoga class, 12th and 18th sept gonna exam.

And... Gonna work for full day from 19th to 22nd, Sat to Tue. For Hari Raya. Totally no off weekends.
The leftover times gonna spend on study! I see my calendar on my office desk, i can tell you that i wanna take the calendar and throw to someone's face. HAIZ

Conclusion. Gonna have almost whole month busy mood! To those who wanna date me, try to book me after 22nd la. I think better Oct onwards... Ta.

2009-08-23T11:18:00.003+08:00

WARNING : Spoiler on the way!

Just watched Orphan last nite after once saw cousin's blog post comment on this movie. Luckily never feel regret for watchin this movie... Erm, it's because worth to watch. Not worth for people who like violence thriller. Aha!
Totally correct with the "there's something wrong with Esther". Just like Sister said, the trouble loves to find her, or she.. is the one who create the trouble... This kid, ya "kid", she is seriously adorable. The family daughter more adorable. Ya, Maxine.. She is soooo.. cute! Really really.. cute.
I can say that I'm watching this movie without covering my ears all the time. Not all the time can say, is when the spooky effect comes in, I started to cover them. Then, I try watch the people around me.
There is a guy who did the same way. Just like me.

All the way to the end of this movie, I keep saying Esther is crazy. Totally physics. Knowin the truth of her secrets.. totally.. O__O Feel sad for her, actually. I think if she gets support from friends or people around her, she wouldn't turn like this

If she wouldn't turn like this, this movie wouldn't exist.

Have to agree with my cousin. That guy, good to see he's dead. And the words of "hairless lil prick b4 knows what it used for". The words.. totally.. LOL.

2009-08-15T15:29:00.002+08:00

There is once upon a time I am super addicted to this drama.
So, now I am back gila-ing with this drama. Y suddenly back into this? It's because..
I can't recall the Jap guy de name. =___=

I onli remember with Shinnosuke Nohara. Then my bro said "that's shin chan's name!!"
You know the moment after my bro told me that the name I keep remember in my life is actually is SHIN CHAN, I have to cover my face or maybe dig a hole and jump into it.
SIA SUI BETUL!

Slim Story

2009-08-15T14:37:00.005+08:00

I started to get interested for slimming centre due to newspaper's advertisement (advertisement really.. do work). So, I see London Weight Management offering free trial service. So, I go give it a try... Mom and dad don't really like me to go there... Because it is free, so I go.
So.. I really paiseh enterin the slimming centre, to be honest. Once I enter, receptionist wants my IC to register, bla bla bla.. then, consultant asked aloooooot things, really bising.. lol. Then asked me to buy the package. RM10K over. Gila punya. I said I am super poor. So, the consultant is looking for her supervisor for other package advice. She offers me RM1200. I am doubtful.. anyway, I go try the bao-slim-down package mentioned by the consultant.

Overall, the treatment really comfortable. So relaxing. But have to half naked. Not really comfortable. But the thing is, I can slim down with these treatments?

Now I feel that slimming centre to me is like tipu orang punya. I rather stick to exercises. More healthy and is cheaper than this!

2009-08-02T22:16:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time I din blog. Every day facing the same thing, so there's nothing for me to blog..
2 weeks din go for hiking till today. Last 2 weeks, Im suffering asthma, not yet recovered. Last week, parents went to Kuantan for hiking trip. So today.. I feel like hell!

The weather is so hot and the sun super bright. Taking the same pathway, but I feel super tired today. Haiz.. Too lil exercise in my life. Have to attend yoga class, that's the only way..

About my working situation, I feel .. also like hell. Super boring in a boring environment. Of course, I'm doing the same thing, every single day. Haiz. I should go for audit field. I really miss my time during my internship. Even I'm done with my internship, I miss them and the place. You can see abit politics happened there. Bah, of course will do.
Till I go to work as ordinary account executive, I can't see the way I can improve. Sure do, but there's a limit. Nothing you can learn at there.. So I think I will quit after 1 year. Probably like not even 1 year. Together look for audit. I really really want to go back into audit life. It's so fun. So.. have to go through for 1 year first, then only decide

2009-07-24T11:22:00.002+08:00

At last, finally I managed to post about this. Ya, MJ's issue here.

Still couldn't believe he's dead. The memorial ceremony on the TV screen, for me, it looks nothing. Just till when his daughter came out and say that she loves him, seriously, my tears are coming out. Woosh. 'Cause I never take him into my idols room. I just admire the way he dance and sing, still ok ok for me. But his dancing movement, nobody dares to take away his King of Pop name.

Saw his rumours everywhere on the web, that real MJ is dead. That news seriously haunt me. 'Cause I dunno how exactly what's difference between the 20 yrs ago MJ and after 20 yrs MJ. They juz same to me, except one is black and one is white la. Reading here and there, and came through this wikipedia post. Till a paragraph, MJ mentioned that his dad is not feeling well (another word is mentally sick) and abused him, still he loves his dad. REALLY REALLY TOUCHING. I am REALLY REALLY crying till I have to run back to my room to wipe my tears and cool down, then only out to PC there.

The site, I really feel sorry for what I am thinking. Whoever claim that is not MJ, seriously I dun care anymore. 'Cause whatever people say he is fake, but still nobody can replace him in my heart.
Love you, MJ. R.I.P

Accessories

2009-07-24T10:57:00.003+08:00

These are the accessories I bought. They made me broke!
But they are my babes. Love them so much. These things are real! Not tipu punya. LOL
Mom also have, but hers more, alot! Dad owned one bracelet too. He said he disappointed cause the bracelet biji, not as big as guli size. Damn, all people, laughed like hell. I feel lame. zz
They are going to accompany me forever. HOHO

:(

2009-07-19T17:36:00.002+08:00

Due to holy damn weather nowadays, my body immune system can't hold on the bacterias much longer. Not me alone, alot ppl in my company, sick too.

Juz till a day, on Thurs, I found myself hard to breathe. I choose to stay at home. Sore throat already came on Mon. Mom and me are the victims. Dad involved on the 2nd day. Mom tell Dad to bring me to clinic on Thurs nite. Cause I juz couldnt get well after one day taking medicines. No differences somemore.

I never imagined that doctor said I need dose inhaler thing to help me breathing. The thing for asthma people use. The biggest one, oxygen tank. Of course I dun need oxygen tank level. That is too horrible. My heartbeats over 120 times in an hour. My God. Damn you, idiot weather.

Till now, I still not fully recovered, yet. Thanks to the weather. Every day out to work, I can see the haze. From morning to evening, when I back from work. So scary. I think if the weather still the same after 1 year, I guess I have to use oxygen tank.

I hope all the Malaysian residents, dun perform open fire burning ceremony. Seriously, I am going to kick their butts into the fire and then I celebrate for you. I juz dun understand, even a teacher, no brain at all. I am angry to say this. Mostly people who love to burn the rubbish and woods is teacher. No word to describe them except brainless. Of course now the weather gettin worse, so no people here doin the open fire hazard activity anymore. Haiz.

Wish our Mother Nature can recovered soon.. :(

Updates

2009-07-19T17:16:00.003+08:00

It's been a... super horrible long time i never type and click on my own blog, other than KennySia's blog. Feelin lazy and lack of motivation, the only reasons I can produce =___=

Last week, I am so damn bold to call my dad let me use his credit card and his signature to help me buy iPod Touch. Cause it's not cheap, at all. But i juz wanted to own one. So, I decided to buy it.

ta-da! my iPod. Yeah, that's Avril, my wallpaper. I once put Hugh Jackman as my wallpaper, my bros said disgusting. Who cares? But i changed it anyway =___=

Alooot games for iPod. But if want for full version, need to buy. Haiz. Want to grab the games without paying, can jailbreak my iPod, but I gona face high risk. No more warranty for my iPod. So, ok la. lite version for the games is fine for me. Dun be greedy.

I insert Coraline movie too. I am juz love the movie. Couldn't get bored of it. Now I can memorize the movie scene and the way ppl talks. Like "a-ha", the songs, "fine".

The summary for this week. LOL

2009-06-27T09:54:00.002+08:00

Yeah, it's me. Cause I have been long time no blog. Started work cause me hard to blog, ya, cause after work, i dun have the energy to blog wht happen for that day (but i have the energy to play RC, PS, MSN, whtever). Till my time spend on these leisures, I dun have time to ehmm, blog.

Recently, my company is having internal problems. Someone, yeah, someone, cant tell u who, told u wont know too. Ok, he is suspected that he had stolen our PDA phones. I duno the cost of all the phones. But I'm sure is over 10 phones gone and it is over RM10k.

It's abit scary to me because first, since this company established, he started to work here. Second, I'm the one who is the last person done internal audit with him. How could he.. haiz. Cause he claimed the phones missing since Feb. WTF. I juz done with him the stock take last 2 weeks. And the phone boxes are there. And ya, cant see the phones physically. Cause he said if unseal the box, it's hard to sell off. The thing is my boss inspect and found out the box contents, is a dummy set. Not a ori phone, but is a dummy. O-M-G

Yesterday boss "invited" me into meeting. All the managers, sit in front me. Ask me. I feel like I am the one who steal. LOL. Even my bosses can see that I'm so scared. Maybe I looked pale.

Conclusion, the case.. abit complicated. I duno this case comes to the end dy or wht. I onli know the suspected person (cause police said if u dun see he stole on ur eyes, u cant say he is the one who steal, u can use "suspect") ie being terminated. Ya, my colleague kena scolded by the police for using "he is the one" instead of "he suspected".

All i know is the case is given to police to settle.

Coraline

2009-06-23T20:40:00.005+08:00

Recently keep watching Coraline, every single nite. Dun ask where i got the movie, since Malaysia not yet out :D

Yes, e-ve-ry single nite, i watch. Since last last Sun, till today :D

The moment on Coraline's parents, she went into her parents room and sleep. She used the pillows as her mom and dad. I feel gam dong. It shows me no matter how u hate them ignored u and u have other parents that can replace parents; they are still ur parents. they r juz irreplaceable
It should be horrible to children, cause eyes kena sew. I even can feel the pain *shutting eyes*

And the food cook by other mother, so nice! so tasty! shouldnt watch this movie during nite :D

:)

2009-06-18T12:26:00.004+08:00

'Lo. I just back from TARC. After done with the walk here and there procedures. Never thought TARC is so damn big :")

Back home with mom, dad called at the same time. He wants to make sure that we back home in safe. Dad asking again on where i park my car, how's the condition, etc. Abit.. bored but he cares about me. Every time I going to college, work, he sure will call. Ya, if u dun pick up, he assume u r in trouble O__O so, better pick up, although u r on driving :)

Father's Day is coming. I am so damn broke, till I have to ask for money to pay my fee. Haiz. Every week he's giving me pocket money. I mean hello, I already over the legal age. I feel like I am so useless taking the pocket money. (T.T)
Like dad happened to consider to take out his pension fund money, I also feel like.. i decided not to take. That is his 30 over years contribution. SO no matter how low is my salary i'm working for, at least I dun have to ask for money from dad anymore. This is the only best Father's Day gift for this year.. :)

2009-06-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

Fingers itchy to type sony ericsson website. I found out Aino

This is reli OMG. I like the phone :) I love Sony Ericsson phone design. They look stylish, if compared to Nokia. But i love Nokia, the functionality. The phone is user friendly :)

Juz thinking what if sony ericsson + nokia merged? SO DAMN NICE

But aries said the phone title will become SOKIA

HAHAHA. Speechless

The "BEST" Day

2009-06-16T21:14:00.002+08:00

I really couldnt imagine that "shui" things can come in sequence.. All I can say is CELAKA

Today morning, I go cut chili for my breakfast sandwich. Somehow, hmm, ppl, plz dun try this at home. Because i straight away to wear contact lens without proper washing hands. Then, ya, my eyes hurt. I have to shut them tightly in few minutes.

Then when I hapily entering into my office, sit down comfortly, open my bag, my porridge all over in my bag. It smells pork. =______= Then, i keep cleaning all the stuffs in my bag. My wallet smells pork. OMG.. And the whole office smells pork. My colleagues juz dun realize. MRD guy came in and said "wassup with alcohol smell?" HAIZ

During lunch time, i accidentally drop my water bottle, yeah in open cover. The water all over the table and the floor. Seriously in flood, and the floor damn slippery. Haiz.. i am so damn embarrassed.. The celaka auntie who clean place de, keep saying im so kasar. Say again, dun blame me for sudden accident happen on u. hehe.. JK.. T__T

On the way to my car back home, my car key cant functioned. And the key is damn watery. MUST BE THE PORRIDGE KENA MY KEY. OMFG. I have to call my dad to Mines and get me spare key to get the car. SOB SOB

And i m now officially sick already. Hallelujah