Nervous Curious Headache Heart Attack

I am so wanted to tell someone my feelings. It pains. I couldnt afford to see my future. I cant predict. What happened? I hate to be like this. It just come like a period. It comes, and it goes, like that. I am, always pretend like nothing happened. But it comes. How i am supposed to.. let go..


Never got these feelings at once wey. OMG *sob sob*

Dad bought a camera.
FINALLY..
A waterproof n shockproof camera, from Olympus

our model is in Gold

Long Story

Today suddenly feel so damn energetic. I followed my mom to wet market as i thought my mom gona be along at there to wait for dad to pick her. So, i wan to follow.. But, my bro suddenly got the bravery mind, decided to drive. OMG, finally!! Yeah, cause last time, after added another scar on the car.. he swear that he will never ever drive car..

Back home, done breakfast. Dad said wana out for camera hunting. Our house is kinda like a sistem ekonomi sosialis. Ya, those who studied ekonomi asas, faham punya. Every decision, must cross over him, to get approval. Last time die die go beg him to get a camera, slightly Rm400 to RM500, jiu OK. He said wastin money. Now.. I am seriously duno wht to respond. He suddenly turned on to get a camera, but must waterproof and shookproof... I bet those uncles, aunties hikers changed his mind.

To Metro Point, the salesperson introduced Olympus. That is the onli camera that doesnt need special casing b4 enterin under water. And the price kinda shocked my dad. I also shocked, as we dun have camera price experience. So RM1499 is super damn shocking. At the end, we choose the cheaper one. Ya, dad, i know the expensive one can into underwater for 30 feets over, but we always for snorkelling, never will go for diving. If yes, that is another case then.. So, we got our beloved Gold camera. And it is lovely!

Ikan said wana out to JJ wangsa maju to play the dancing machine. Seriously, I got abit bored mood. So far.. ofcourse. Plus, today, i dy out for half a day, i feel like an old woman rite now.. But since she said she wana out desperately, so ok.. fine.

I wana tell her to drop at Mid Valley, can anot? but she said nothing to do there, and it is far. Well, TARC seriously lagi far than mid valley.. but, she is the driver and she is the one who wana out, of course i followed her decision. Arrive at JJ, the first way we stopped by is Starbucks, ordered Mocha Berry Frapuccino. We never had starbucks for so long, i guess.

Next destination, the arcade machines there.. Yeah, the dancing machine games. We done for 3 rounds of the dancing, means 15 times, 1 for jap drum, 1 for water raffling game, 1 for jurassic park game.. Seriously.. it is tired. Damn, I am old dy. LOL. My stamina is so damn low.. i feel sad. Last time, we can dance for 10 rounds. Haiz..

Then, we dropped by at OldTown for drinks. And we chat. Long time never chat. Cause she is on work, and im on study. Im on flexible time, she is not. Hard to get a time to sit down and talk all what we want. We chat till 6.30pm.. Time sure passing so damn fast..

She wants to buy car perfume, then we go. After done, we dropped by at Speedy, i mahu look for Taylor Swift album. Imported album sold out. Haiz.

Back to Kajang like at 8pm dy.. She dropped me at Tesco, as my family at there. On the way to there, we saw a couple, i duno man or wht, in black clothes. And they are next to our car, cause we r passing by. OMG, we seriously over shocking. I duno they r ghost or wht, but plz, dun wear black clothes in the nite, as we, the drivers, cant see u.. zzz

As for me, after Ikan drop me, she kena go to Beach Cafe to celebrate her sis's birthday. While i stucked at Tesco, feeling so damn dreadful.. but have to smile.. back home around 10 over pm, i think.. and i m so freaking.. tired..

Various names

Recently, just awhile ago, we (aki, aries n I) so damn addicted on Facebook appliation on name character. As a result, we do got a lot of new names..


Earth Name. Amaryllis Star.
Princess Name. Meia the Humorous, Princess of Eltano
The Villain Name. The Dire Hellcat
Japanese name. Aiko Kato
Vampire name. Ariel Von Ulf
Royal name. Countess Meia the Terrible (sobsobsobsobsobsob)
Barbie name. Sassy Barbie (same as my Sofia~ hehe)
Stripper name. Peaches ShimmerGlitter
Italian name. Aldabella Greco
Monster name. Meia the Moaning Web Footed Accounting Student
Teddy bear name. Cuddly Doodle Bear
Superhero name. The Amphibious Inferno
Drag queen name. Sindy Sinful
President code name. Sheepskin

I think no more dy gua.. LOL. superrr alot. OMG

I imagine someone on Touch My body MV. On fish new stocking n bling bling dress. LOL

I went to MangatradersDotCom to dl new mangas, if available. Then to Oneshot manga, means one short story manga, no volumes. Till I saw a manga, got one handsome guy n a beatiful gal. Then go view online. Then read, read, feel tak betul, cause actually the beautiful gal i mentioned earlier, is a guy. WTH. Then, the guy go rape the "gal". OMFG.

feel like wana crash my laptop. haiz, sorry, my innocent laptop..

Emo Moment

Recently SOB over comics I follow.
Sob over Bella, Edward, n Jacob in New Moon (those ppl read dy, they sure un wht i said).
Sob sob over my pet cant recycle enough (stupid reason, but tis is sad).
Sob over I failed to understand wht I studied for these papers.
Sob over my tummy growing bigger. *Shi ma ta*

Shi ma ta (infinity)

*sing*
perutku berkembung~ macam ikan buntal~
perutku tak cucuk, hanya bulat bulat~
adikku celaka ketawa berkao kao~
suatu hari nanti, akan ku *settle* nya~

ROAR

I.. sick already.. *lap hingus*

Grandma Story

Grandma these few weeks started to get picky in foods. The most geng-est is, she told my mom tofu causes her legs in pain.. Then, few days later, Mom brought ABC soup to her, without giving tofu, grandma said "y no tofu?"



Till on Mon, last two days ago, the malay doctor in charge of my grandma's health, called my house phone. I picked it up. She speak in malay. And i duno how to answered. LOL. And the doctor keep saying "boleh cakap kuat sikit, saya tak dengar".. Sorry lo, i know i speak badly. zzz

Hi people. I am chibi Meia. LOL. OK.. this is what i do besides revision... i rather draw than read. She gonna be my image from time to time on my blog post..


This is how i revise my notes. On the bed. Must have music, all the time. But mostly can tahan for one page.. Haiz..


Revise dao half way, I can take out CLEO magazine n read, and when flip thru n see dao Zizou, notes are gonna dumped away.. T..T


Those who on Twilight saga, they do understand my feel. Half way on the book, can imagine Edward Cullen and others. Imagine only, not admire. LOL



This is what I imagine for Jacke n ah H de scene. See, sunset scene. Feeling touched? Ya, impossible. Hilarious.

Yes, i found out the videos that can be posted here... *shining eyes* I love this anime. I know I am outdated, but seriously they are dumb n cute.

Due to embedded codes kena disabled by the owner, *sob sob*, if u guys interested to watch cute anime, please click on the link *wink wink*

Nyoron Churuya-san 8

Melancholy of Haruhi chanSuzumiya 13

wht i am doin during exam study weeks

First. I sleep late and wake up late.

Second. I read comics over and over again, though i read them damn alot times.

Third. I keep on track in playing PS, RC, and RL ( online flash games on FB).

Fourth. Keep looking for cute animes and crayon shin chan on Youtube.

YES, I am going to enter into hell soon, as soon as possible, IF I KEEP ON THESE 4 THINGS EVERY DAY WITHOUT TOUCHIN NOTES!

Recently lazy to blog. Whenever I got somethin in my mind to jott down, I will blog. But because due to kena on computer, surf net, reli lazy to do so. Some super personal thing, I will blog on my diaries. I got 3 diaries. In case I forgot where to put the first one, I got other 2. That is y got 3 diaries + 1 blog

Read thru lil K blog, to be honest, the post about Avrilians, I got abit touched. LOL. Serious ok? And then got abit feelin celaka that he sayin that "although kena bullied, but feel hapi..".. I dun understand those underaged ppl de thinking jor. LOL. Abit tak betul.. How come hapi? I feel shivered wey. HAHAHAHA. Seriously, i got gamdong feel.

Went out to Mines around 11am with Ikan. Date for a movie, Knowing. I onli know that movie exist. LOL. Somemore is from movie ads during Button movie last time. See got Nicholas Cage, i onli go.
Then, we into Sushi King AGAIN. I think it is time for us to taste other sushi restaurant. Seriously. Ikan talked about Subway food, it is nice and u can pick wht ingredients u want. I feel like wana go there. So, after Sushi King, we went to Subway for movie food. GENG

From my point of view on the movie, two thumbs up. I am seriously like this kinda movie. It is on before 50 yrs n after 50 yrs scenes. And it is super shocking for me on the scene of plane flying down and train flying through. The scenes make me kinda shivered because alot ppl kena killed. Thriller movie is not same, because it is one by one die. This one, is suddenly crashin in and killed alot ppl at once. So, I abit scared. The moment on plane n train scenes, my mouth is so damn big till abit muscle pain because over open. LOL
And the letter from Lucinda, from wht she heard from whispered voices, Nicholas Cage go write it out and do research, seriously damn geng. There is numbers, with I found it is annoying. He can suddenly remember back the numbers he saw on the paper on car stuck in heavy jam... OMG. Seriously geng.

And I realize that I easily cry during movie time. LOL. And i know wht is the weakness. Is father and son kena separate. I remember my first time sob sob movie is Lion King. And it is father n son also. Then, read comics on Q Detective, also sob sob on father n son issue. This time, Knowing oso got father n son issue. Crying kao kao. Wipe with my jacket. damn.

Waiting for other movies. I am so wanted to watch movies recently. Better than stuck at home, playing online flash games.

Yesterday is having SFM revision class. My mood to the revision class is in happy mood, not stressin mood. Not like Siew Ling mood, LOL. She is stressing. LOL. Forget bout that. The hapi mood to the class is exactly like the first day enter into TARC. Because, I stayed at home for so damn long already. Driving to TARC for study reli feels like passing 10 yrs ago.. Hapi till I forgot to bring stationery n my calculator. HAHAHA, pai seh.. ish
Our beloved SFM lecturer, also our tutor, (shit, i forgot his name, OHMYGOD), still looks the same. As usual, his fake-look-alike face, also can say he has a poker face. He scolds ppl and laughing time, the facial expression oso sama. To be honest, I reli dare not to kap his face, because his eyes memang kills ppl! Not the electrical eyes that "lam" u, but the stress from his eyes. LOL
As like last time, he gives us the guides on the subject. Yeah, exactly same like last time de method. The way he said that we all r going to grab our butt into ACCA seats, I am super damn SURE, the exam will be same hard like last time. OHMYGOD.
He kinda teasing us during revision, but also looks at us in high hope. Apa ni.. That is y i reli duno he is evil laughing or hapi smiling look at us. Reli unpredictable. I see him, I got alot stress.. LOL
The moment he onli talk, talk, talk. 1 hr past dy. GENG. This is reli a first time i never feel the time passes so fast for his class. SERIOUS. After the class, bring Siew Ling to office, to get confirmation on the ACCA accelerate renewal issue, as I got one too.. Wait in a line in the office (from 1 table to another), in a conclusion, we have to call ACCA Malaysia for confirmation. Btw, that is ACCELERATE ma. Haiz.. forget it. Honestly. As we pay for the IR fee dy, wht's the point kena looked on the past fee.. zzz

Then, we went to McD at JJ. Chat chat. About UK SHU, taman negara, etc. Girls ma, talked alot de lo. Before that, TARC de fences tukar dy. Another OHMYGOD issue. LOL. Y must we wana graduate dy, sure got new stuffs that we cant enjoy? Like the seats in DK ABB to ABE, i think, Siew Ling said it changed into cushion macam. WALAO WEI. I wan to see! Ok, i dun wan, see again, means repeat dy. CHOI CHOI (infinity). And i think the new building for SAS, i suppose, gona done soon. That one, we cant taste kao kao de lo, it is not for SBS, if yes also, we dy graduated. forget it.

Happy April Fool Day!

Youtube for today abit ki siao. I guess that is the onli site i found out that is ki siao ar?
Today picking up my bro from his tuition , there is a group of policemen just the entrance to my taman , on checking vehicles.
Scare me till I ask my bro and his friends on"didutwobringoutICma?"Theysaidno. Damn, under 18 ,summon is on the driver , me. LOL. To my car's turn, the policeman just smile at me and tells me we can go. Fiuh , kinda relief. LOL
Meanwhile.whereIstuckintheYoutube,watchingExorcistWalk,DAMN.Everythingupsidedown.Horrible....*sob sob*



And with the ZZZ upside down layout on how to watch it method.. Super damn "mou liu" HAHAHAHA