yesterday punye mood..

Started to have lazy thought to post my blog ar.... Lazy to do anything since finished my intern.. Next week gonna start college session liao.. haiya....
Gaining back my bravery to drive the car out to the street, actually i need someone to accompany me to drive.. I hate to drive alone.. Finished my training, I miss the working environment so much.. This intern improves my thought on audit.. It makes me slowly to accept audit.. Actually, it's not bad.. Overall, it's onli job tht is not permanently sitting in office from am to pm.. Friendly colleagues, managers, and partner.. Going to miss them so much.. haha~
Miss my first day on training, the first time I started to bank in for online shopping, dessert freak, everythin started from during these 3 months..
My phone started to crazy already, need doctor help.. Sometimes it switched off on its own, then sometimes i want to switch off, tak mahu switch off pulak, my phone is having PMS mood these days... how come..... then, have to send back factory to be fixed? sad.. somemore, my earphone also rosak dy... haiz..
Not to mention yesterday exam result out dy.. I forgot liao, until I saw my friend's MSN personal message.. Early in the morning gettin heart attack, suspense and terrible feeling appear, not good for ur health... Then, go to the www to check the result, thought I had failed dy le... Damn sad at the moment.. Blaming myself for not taking leave to study.. Then, realize that I passed dy.. My friend even said walau, plz dun try to shock her.. Me oso in shock at the moment, until saw the grade, thank God, I pass liao.. Damn happy.. Thanks to the pig head dinner plate facing me during Jessy's wedding dinner and hope from seniors?? perhaps gua.. After all, I din study.. Keep concentrate on my audit file and work OT before exam week somemore.. No one cn see tht I'm going to have exam on mon..
Thanks for everyone's blessing.. Next week goin to start to study.. Driving skill still sucks, I think have to take KTM and LRT at several weeks first, to avoid accident la.. then, left 1 year to go.. It means what? Old liao and must appreciate my privilege student life..

on 13th May~

This is the last 4th day of my intern.. lazy to post out my blog these days.. damn tired but, i like this whole week as the week is my last week of my internship.. At first, on Mon to Tue, I tried to escape from staying late in office, hate to work overtime at the moment.. I called my cousin to pick me up before 5.30.. And I'm late to meet my cousin but luckily, she din angry.. Then, she wants to look for comics if there's any new comics out... On the way to the magazine & comics shop, I feel like want to buy stationery... since we need to cross over Atria shopping complex there to the shop, cousin brought me to the stationery shop, the highest level of the complex..
We can see that we had a long long time no been to stationery shop already.. She said that her stationery usually get from art shop, as she's an art student and mine usually get from my brothers, hate to spend my precious money to buy stationery.. or it called stingy..
We "inspect" the shop and found that the stuffs there are damn cheap.. Almost everything is in discount.. I bought a fairy tales, onli RM20.. so cheap.. The notes in the shop are oh-so cute and I'm sure tht I'm not going to use the notes... We walk around the shop almost for 1 hour.. Until my cousin saw a book, about McDonald's history toy collection since dunno when until 1997.. She kinda interested to buy, but it's not cheap, although the book is in half price.. So, we decided to have a look on the book and snap pic if we find something interesting in there..
We saw alot toys tht are not available in U.S but certain toys, we have, I mean, we used to have them when we were young... Unfortunately, I had dumped them... Well, these toys can be my source of income as I can make auction online and search if there's any ppl want to bid.. Sad..
Look one page to other page, I saw a Mac Tonight goodies.. I was wondering, this toy is so familiar, and actually this half moon guy had existed in 1990? But how come, the ads in Malaysia are onli started to have his face? This is weird.. haha~
After took almost 1 hour to shoppe in stationery shop, we finally reach our destination to buy comic.. tak de comic to buy, not yet out.. For me, it's a relief because I had spent almost RM40 in the stationery shop just now... What did I buy? I can't see wht i had bought, except the fairy tale book.. Until we back home, my aunt already started to "ngi ngi ngo ngo" for why we took so long time to back home....
After bath and dinner, I'm curious to read the book. I flip the pages till the end, and I realize tht this book is part 1, there is another part 2? I'm okay, but have to search for part 2??? Ah~ lazy to search for it..

refresh back to the first day..

Having this blog will make me more rajin to update.. haha.. I have alot of thoughts but I couldn't express it out.. I cant figure it out.. Kinda complicated, that's the way to describe myself..
To be honest, I have the feelings that I don't want to leave the firm.. Maybe because working is more fun than studying.. But, college life brings alot freedom, working dun provide this advantage.. At first, I want to start and end these 3 months silently, I mean, complete my mission without everyone's noticing me.. Kinda lazy on working at first, thought that I want to get the allowance freely without working..
Ya.. I do learnt alot of things, experienced alot and gossiping alot.. My plans are getting far than what I had expected.. I remember when the first day, 9 of us sitting in the meeting room to wait for somebody to arrange jobs for us.. I thought that we all together, I mean 9 of us will stay in a team together or we can choose who we want to follow.. Never thought that the firm has 3 groups, and we have 9 trainees, so divided into 3 per group..
We started to get divided by taking the wrappin paper in numbers? I dunno what is that all about at first, kinda blur.. However, guys are the first priority and they get to meet their groups first, left the girls in the room.. I got number 3, and the other girls including my friend are not getting number 3.. I started to get panic and huh? means that I'm the only girl trainee in group 3.. Okie.. So, the guys back and they bring us to the group according to the numbers.. Walking out of the room, I just realized that the firm is not small.. Haha.. And stuck there in 3 months.. okie..
And we bring to the group and get introduced each other, and well, the first person that I know in the group is Jessy.. She is a tall and cute looking.. Then, she brings us to get introduce in the group and well.. the first day, I don't remember the names of the people in the group... Even the faces I can't remember well.. She brings us to get a place to sit and err.. I sit outside, separated from other trainees... Sad.. I saw my group is in meeting room.. I dunno why others dun have, perhaps they will have, but not today, I guess so... Sitting there with a friend, Kim.. both of us oso blur, dunno what to do because we t separated from other trainees, and we dare not to move around..
The first week, we have nothing to do, we get to know what is called casting and proof read.. I won't forget this.. and week after week, I started to know the group's members.. Found out that they might look serious, but they can be hilarious.. And I realized lots of them are from TARC, that's why I called seniors..
They bring me to audit at client's office and sooner, I found out that audit is not as bad as I thought.. Slowly, I started to accept audit in my mind.. haha~ 9 of us even in different group, but we still going out lunch together.. everytime is the same, unless some of us going out for audit, cant join us to eat together...
Then, exam results out and almost all of us at least failed 1 paper and have to take resit paper.. Some of us decided to resign and left 3 now..

da day.. refresh~

Finally.. my internships only left 1 week.. I cant express my feelings, I dunno whether I tak sampai hati leave the firm or happy to get lost from there.. I even cant imagine how cn I stand for these 3 months.. Blurring now..
I'm still remember when the first day of day, I thought that I'm not going to learn what is audit all about, because I hate audit.. I cant understand why certain people do love audit and even score on their exam.. I am just memorizing the notes and cant understand wth is all about.. Filling up my training form without choosing the audit firm, never, I swear.. Several weeks later, I found out that I'm in audit firm.. I cant imagine my life in the 3 months at the moment.. I stunned.. haiz..
Well, of course goin to audit firm, I'm taking accounting course, what else my future career will be.. So, avoid this problem and utilize my privilege life as a student b4 entering the "real" life.. haha~ This is where I get to know my classmate since we are not close to each other..
The first day of signing contract, damn, the day before my exam! But still, we are going to sign the contract.. I'm thinking to reject the offer.. But, when I see the allowances.. immediately sign the contract.. I was like, "lantak la, 3 bulan saje, ada duit pulak tu.." My friend oso the same...
Looking at the firm's block name, what a coincidence.. da first company tht I choose to apply on the Jobstreet.com, it has da same name.. Apa ni.. why.. sama..
Well, at least know I do learn alot from there.. thanks to my seniors.. they r hilarious and helpful.. and tak boleh tahan with them..
so, I dunno whether I'm going to miss there onot.. tht's 1 week later..

my first first post~

I used to have a diary when I was 10 years old. It's a long long time ago.. Because of my laziness, i stop to visit my dear diary.. Until when I joined NS, I started to have a new look diary.. however, it lasts for 3 days only.. laziness is the main problem..
Again, started to write again in diploma.. but still, it only lasts for a month.. for me, that's a long last for me.. I wanted to write down everything that i see and feel, but I'm just.. cannot be helped.. That's why i start my new blog called my journey, might sound kolot a bit..