weird dream

There is few days back. I dream of the most horrifying dream ever in my life. Maybe I owned this before due to my STMness. Ah well. This one totally so fresh now

I dream of Boys Like Girls with SAW scene. WTF right? yeah i know -_-

Me dream of myself in a house with kinda old wood house. Those u see in thriller movie. The house they get in. so scary type with spider webs something like that. My dream is. I see I'm in the middle way and rooms door next to me. 4 room doors. And I walked slowly to the end pathway, I see Martin them. Saw Miss Epic Yeap inside asking for autograph. oh wow.

While me stucked beside because I scared. Kinda creepy the way I feel in the dream. I pass my booklet to Yeap for them to sign. Martin said I must go in on my own. And I walked in and they 4 sitting on a meeting table there. And signed on my booklet with their lil notes on it. Awesome but too bad is a dream -_-

Then the dream turned into SAW scene. A guy stucked in a house and can't escaped. Eventually he been trapped in a cage where his head left out from the cage. Inside the cage contained a fan. Means when the fan is on, the body inside gonna sliced into pieces.

I think I reached the highest level of stress. Enough said.

Recently. No. is over half month I have been staying at home with no work. Awesome but no income. Damn myself

Went to Paramore and The Veronicas concert lately. I need time to update bout it. Maybe after I get my albums. I will do this soon X)

The Veronicas

Finally I'm blogging. This is a must blog. It's my 8th concert of 2010.
All thanks to Mr Hoong for knowing this concert existence. Though I'm not the beauty twins fan, but I know some of the songs like When It Falls Apart, Untouched. Better than none

So we went there around noon. which I cant remember (bad thing for LATE BLOG). So emily came to pick me up and all the way to ah H's house to get into his car. We parked the car in Starhill and walked all the way to Changkat Bukit Bintang. sibeh semangat. It aint near but not far XD b4 enterin the venue, we walked in Sg Wang for lunch. McD. (thank you ah H for the recall. i totally cannot did i even take lunch mou)

So we walked to changkat there and kinda mcm lost. starring at the map and walk to the place. And we seen the backstage. then walk all the way up to see the entrance. till the top.

FREAKIN FAR HOI -_- we r like "can we sneak in?" then keep on thinking.. till ok, I go ask the staff in charge. The staff told us that the entrance we stand here is for cars. we suppose to walk from the front gate there. so 3 of us run to right of the stage since there seems like no ppl there. nice

so is me with ma banner

they on rehearsal

Oh hey. Avril place! #randomwords

wait wait wait. then omg finally..

There is Henry and Kyle. Yeah. the liyana, bittersweet and so on. cant remember the rest opening acts -_-




freakin dead seeing Lisa and Jessica. They looks alike (twins ma, damn myself). so hot and so the guitarist! duno what his name. They started with Untouched along with 9 songs.

OMG their signatures. cant get it. this belongs to emily's next person stand. oh i kinda beh tahan. BUT he is lucky. damn


sibeh blasting music in front of us. we r kinda deaf almost. LOL. good thing is, we r stickin to the tiang!

the hell thing is. they dun wana accept my banner away. we 3 keep on waving them and yeah Lisa did waved back at us. this is awesome but if they take my banner away will be much more awesomeness.

the us and the part of we die die oso wan Lisa take the banner but she refused. tak pe -_-

walked away without Leona Lewis. 3 of us kinda feel dun wan la cause tired and exhausted. u had no idea when u stand in front the tiang. like the day we stand in front durin MTV world stage..
Walked back is sibeh hard cause Y SO FAR -_- i cannot recall that we did walk so far! anyway that is for the nite for us.

Happy Halloween

(photos credit to Emily)

Paramore!

Sorry for dead in here for long time ago. Well I'm back here for telling u guys i been to Paramore concert on 19 Oct. At Bukit Jalil. along with ah H and Yeap. Told Yeap to drop at Bdr Tasik Selatan KTM station for me to pick her up to ah H house for get ready to Paramore concert at 2pm over. Btw we havent bought tickets yet XD drop at his house and get invited into his house due mr H not yet bathe. And both of us like RITES. I told yeap bout the tickets selling on the concert event on Facebook. And so we went into ah H room and look for the page. See if we can get cheaper tickets. Btw RM268 tickets sold out. Sad :( and thru all conversations online. and call the sellers. finally me and yeap managed to get cheaper tickets for rock zone. oh happy. we wait longer for ah H ticket. and it's 5pm. so late. along the way we decided to do banner. and it's 6pm. rushin for drawin and coloring. looks damn but not bad. thanks to the water color. reached at the stadium around 7pm. and wait for the seller. got the pass along with tag. that is wow anyway due to she said that we are accessible to any zone. so when we enter, the pass is the cheapest zone. urgh, long story. we got cheapest pass. yeap and me fear in the we might get cheated. so bla bla. call her back. and finally she's back with new passes. told us she gave us wrong tag. so alrite. we got corporate box tag. and it's 8pm. darn, we miss out Utt and Holly on stage. bah and there we stand. we feel not bad lor. the stage is big. and we stand quite loose. not many ppl.. TILL. Paramore came out. we start to have huge wave. massive air wave. fml cause im on slippers. wouldnt thought of this -_- Yeap got swayed away. LOL. and and. torturing. kinda hard to breathe honestly. HAHA. best concert exp ever in 2010

mr H couldnt get in with his vuvuzela. but J2, yeah, J2 is on seated zone. he managed to get with the vuvuzela.

the us XD

opening act

forgive me for too shaky for the pictures. tsunami in the rock zone. cant take pictures in good way. sorry i dun have cybershot T_T

handsome Jeremy. OMG i start to heart him from the concert onwards.. X) The Only Exception performance. where Hayley asked for everyone please light up what we have. Lighter, phones, glowsticks :)


the ending. the papers splashed out n we all barely cant stand properly. LMAO. eyesight blur. end up we all rush out to my car and get out from stadium asap, dun wana get stuck in the jam of going out from the carparks..

got guitar pick durin the concert. the way i got the pick is epic. it's from the sky (apparently because one of the paramore hunks throw) and drops on a guy's shoulder who is standing in front of me XD so i got the pick. HAHA

later we went to MCD. and 12am strike. happy birthday to ah H :D his phone is so stress of smses and calls? haha. he said dun wan back home early wo. so we stucked in the mcd for one hr?
anyway the concert is the most epic scariest among concerts i attend. this is crazy but FUN. best experience and i wont experience tis again please. once is enough

:)

Did I mentioned that I had resigned from my fav star company in Mines? :)

Oh yeah. I resigned long days ago and 15 Oct will be my last day..
The time when I passed my letter to HR dept, i feel heavy. I almost cry and I walked in rapid speed to restroom for comfort myself and told myself i finally made it. I love the place and the people. But sometimes I feel I couldn't grow with them. I dun feel I belong with them. Just my intuition. My bad thing is, when I dun accept a thing, I won't move on and I will stop for it. And get another pathway.

Some keep asking me on why I do this? Haha. Year end coming soon and I resigned. I lost the bonus chance but this is not I want. I want more challenge and more chance to grow with. Maybe I get tired with the job. It's just nothing for me TILL whn I give my place to the new staff, I feel so emotional. Harsh way. The place I grow with in 1 year. Truly thanks to my people in the company, they taught me alot. Dilemma.

Not their bad thing. It's not because of their fault. Is just because my heart changed. I told them I want audit job. So they stop bothering me. I feel better. I haven't get another job. That sucks. Big boss told me that SO STABLE HUH? I was like oh yeah. Bankers miss me, they told me. I did not want them to know my real reason.
Ex colleagues back to here and call me. They told me I am like, finally resign. haha. yeah, it's been 1 yr. I told them my real reason and they partially agree to my words. And they support me. I am so touched. But for sure thing is, I am worry for my job to the new staff. She seems like clueless for what she is doing so far..

Crazy -_-

I know recently i am not in this blog any longer. I am just into Tumblr and Twitter. love there so much. but still, I will be back to drop some words :)

Love here still. Blog ma. haha

got ma WTHC DVD+CD. long time ago. well, mixed feeling..
Because i bought it accidentally and yeah, it's cheaper than Malaysia stock. so, yeah, mixed -_-

I bought too many albums recently. I bought Linkin Park, A Thousand Suns album. I spot the album in Rock Corner and struggling in my brain for BUY or NOT BUY. and yeah, i buy D:

BUT the album is a definite worth. I love the album overall. Basically i bought it due to good preview and I like LP long time ago. I bought for support their music and yeah, I am proud for this.
Pre-order Zimmer 483 and Violet Journey last Sunday. Pre-order Taylor Swift Speak Now last few weeks ago.
Get Boo Hwa's friend to get me The Pretty Reckless and Marina and the Diamonds albums too.

My God. I am over purchasing albums.. I broke officially

Dream of something mixing weird last night.. I can't remember how it started but it's from I'm in a place with lots people
They seems like wearing.. army suits. Men and women. Same outfit. And i'm holding shotgun and parang on my back -___- cause I'm lookin at myself thru a mirror...
They all looked familiar to me. And I realize they are my national service batch friends. Someone walked to me and said "do you remember me?" I stared at him and I din speak anything. He told me his name is Si Gua. Oh yeah, I remember him finally..
He walked me to the place where lots of army transport and I see... Lots of kids racing car. Like those u see kids car with battery engine. This fella asked me to pick me for battle. I was like HUH. Can't fit hello -__-
then my dream skipped to a part of he is holding my hand all the way run. Seems like we're attacked.. I stopped on my own and took out my shotgun. Seriously macho -__- and I run alone to look for the children car and can't find it. Someone told me the cara being removed. So I run and spot the enemies.. And they're zombies. All the way slashed them with my sword and super obvious that I can't fit in the car..
I see my friends and at the same time I spot the "boss".. Gigantic and fml. I were destined to battle with him... -__-my friends helped to shoot that thing for me but the boss just keep run to me while I keep moving backwards shooting him.
The boss SHHH my friends and smile to me. WTF. Is scary cause he looks fugly. I managed to escape n jump into my car.

Proton Saga

Apparently it can't fit all of us and suddenly the car transformed and opened up extra seats in middle.

Dream of Emily is the driver -_-

And we managed to get away.. I feel relief and when I closed my eyes and opened again, I see lots of ghosts.. They can't see them but only me.. There is one headless ghost sit next to me but my friends can't spot it. I can. I can't do anything but pretend to see nothing...

This is my dream :/ weird

Broken smile

I'm pessimistic

Dream

Yesterday dream of a lil girl is holdin my hand walk on a road. I can't remember where am I and I dunno y I am so happy smilin to her draggin me along the way.. to a jungle -__-

I paused and looked at her. She keep talkin "come on" and hold my hand again. And so i walked into the jungle and the jungle.

The jungle is dark and I cannot see anything

And I woke up and it's already 8.30am. Almost late to work T_T

:")

Received Ori's Believe (II) album tis morning. Yeah, I won it thru Twitter from Nick

So now erm, I have 3 Believe (II) albums :D
As Nick said, one in car, one in room and one for collection. LMAO

@orianthi signaturesssss on Twitpic

@orianthi signaturesssss on Twitpic

Orianthi live in KL

Finally is the day to see Orianthi live in Malaysia. FF keep tellin me PLEASE wake up earlier because we need to be there early for queue. And I was OKAY. I haven't settle the banner yet too XD I was shocked to wake up in a sudden. It is 9am. FML. i haven't touch the drawing, everything from basic yet.. so. i rush to take out the paper n sketch, drawin the outline and OMG. the guitar is bigger than Orianthi herself. whatever. no time. T_T

So all of us otw to KL Life Centre. at 12noon -__- what the heck we so early.. ok. we reach around 1pm? cant remember. and we walk out from the parking lot to Pavilion for breakfast and lunch. LOL. b4 to food court, suggest look for banner to write somethin on it for Orianthi :)

all the way to food court. ordered Korean food. then we start our project.

write the words.. :)
discussin the place on where to put the "2010" XD

meanwhile on the other side, FF helped me cover up the glitters
DONE!

And so we walked back to the life centre. and how come it is so freakin far away T_T
and erm. we arrived there too early? it is 3.00pm, still early? LOL. ppl here for Ori concert are not horrifying like world stage anyway.. we even allowed to walk in the event and peek XD even FlyFM staffs just onli start to set up their booth. we r seriously too early :)
Jules sexyback. yeah

picha with Jules and Emily :) Jules wants me hold the guitar cause i look like rock chic. LOL
me with Ori <3

Jules is multitaskin! u can see from the pic ;)

and it is officially off :( u can see the day is gettin dark X)

and soon the gates opened, 4 of us runnin all the way up to the centre. i were lookin down and erm, nobody run. so i walk and when i look up, 3 of them MIA. -__- so fast
maybe we get used to run process and this paid concert we r doin this way. LOL. and yeah, FF n aki the one get in first. they have the time to pick where to stand tim -__- while me n emily choosin where to sit. LOL. we choose left side because it is the nearest to see Ori X)
they seriously stand in front of the mic. LOL

me and emily on top there. LOL. i was there to tell FF and aki "do u guys spot my banner on top?" then i spot alot ppl snap my pics alot. LMAO. there is one guy askin me "can i snap pic of ur banner?" sweet!

Ori's songs list

Hunny Madu!

the opening act :) i forgot her name *bang wall*
here comes Orianthi *OMG*
the guitarist, Brian

Vivi, the bassist

Mike, the drummer. aki said he has mohawk hair. i cannot see D:

Ori loves my banner. I cannot express how happy I were that nite and end up being emotional starin at her holdin my banner upstairs T_T

the gold PRS guitar! for Accordin To You moment. LOVE

got this from VIP benefits :) *look down*
Ori's signatured albums :")