At last, finally I managed to post about this. Ya, MJ's issue here.
Still couldn't believe he's dead. The memorial ceremony on the TV screen, for me, it looks nothing. Just till when his daughter came out and say that she loves him, seriously, my tears are coming out. Woosh. 'Cause I never take him into my idols room. I just admire the way he dance and sing, still ok ok for me. But his dancing movement, nobody dares to take away his King of Pop name.
Saw his rumours everywhere on the web, that real MJ is dead. That news seriously haunt me. 'Cause I dunno how exactly what's difference between the 20 yrs ago MJ and after 20 yrs MJ. They juz same to me, except one is black and one is white la. Reading here and there, and came through this wikipedia post. Till a paragraph, MJ mentioned that his dad is not feeling well (another word is mentally sick) and abused him, still he loves his dad. REALLY REALLY TOUCHING. I am REALLY REALLY crying till I have to run back to my room to wipe my tears and cool down, then only out to PC there.
The site, I really feel sorry for what I am thinking. Whoever claim that is not MJ, seriously I dun care anymore. 'Cause whatever people say he is fake, but still nobody can replace him in my heart.
Love you, MJ. R.I.P
These are the accessories I bought. They made me broke!
But they are my babes. Love them so much. These things are real! Not tipu punya. LOL
Mom also have, but hers more, alot! Dad owned one bracelet too. He said he disappointed cause the bracelet biji, not as big as guli size. Damn, all people, laughed like hell. I feel lame. zz
They are going to accompany me forever. HOHO
Due to holy damn weather nowadays, my body immune system can't hold on the bacterias much longer. Not me alone, alot ppl in my company, sick too.
Juz till a day, on Thurs, I found myself hard to breathe. I choose to stay at home. Sore throat already came on Mon. Mom and me are the victims. Dad involved on the 2nd day. Mom tell Dad to bring me to clinic on Thurs nite. Cause I juz couldnt get well after one day taking medicines. No differences somemore.
I never imagined that doctor said I need dose inhaler thing to help me breathing. The thing for asthma people use. The biggest one, oxygen tank. Of course I dun need oxygen tank level. That is too horrible. My heartbeats over 120 times in an hour. My God. Damn you, idiot weather.
Till now, I still not fully recovered, yet. Thanks to the weather. Every day out to work, I can see the haze. From morning to evening, when I back from work. So scary. I think if the weather still the same after 1 year, I guess I have to use oxygen tank.
I hope all the Malaysian residents, dun perform open fire burning ceremony. Seriously, I am going to kick their butts into the fire and then I celebrate for you. I juz dun understand, even a teacher, no brain at all. I am angry to say this. Mostly people who love to burn the rubbish and woods is teacher. No word to describe them except brainless. Of course now the weather gettin worse, so no people here doin the open fire hazard activity anymore. Haiz.
Wish our Mother Nature can recovered soon.. :(
It's been a... super horrible long time i never type and click on my own blog, other than KennySia's blog. Feelin lazy and lack of motivation, the only reasons I can produce =___=
Last week, I am so damn bold to call my dad let me use his credit card and his signature to help me buy iPod Touch. Cause it's not cheap, at all. But i juz wanted to own one. So, I decided to buy it.
ta-da! my iPod. Yeah, that's Avril, my wallpaper. I once put Hugh Jackman as my wallpaper, my bros said disgusting. Who cares? But i changed it anyway =___=
Alooot games for iPod. But if want for full version, need to buy. Haiz. Want to grab the games without paying, can jailbreak my iPod, but I gona face high risk. No more warranty for my iPod. So, ok la. lite version for the games is fine for me. Dun be greedy.
I insert Coraline movie too. I am juz love the movie. Couldn't get bored of it. Now I can memorize the movie scene and the way ppl talks. Like "a-ha", the songs, "fine".
